veerji for what u used to turn red with fear?
Veerji I had some photos of baba deep singh ji & mai bhago in my house.
These photos used to fear me.
Also, I was always in search of people who could fight with me.
Nevertheless, every thing has been under control.Guru ji has blessed me a lot.Year before, I used to watch porn, now I don't.
The thing is we need to go on the path without our own self(ego).
Mahakaal will bestow his blessings on us.