How To Remove My Past Sins

[singhnijjar]

gras

waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh

this is my first post here first time here on this site looking for help

im goign throgh depression i cant sleep im full of angar

i think im goign through major depression the reason cuz i lost my love

my long relationship ended because of education diffrence her pqarents didnt accept me

because i dont have any degree its been almost year i didnt even get any sleep for the last one year maybe more

all i do is think think my thinking is geting negative day by day i dont like anything i dont enjoy my self i dont even feel like eating i feel like suiceide my self should kill my life i hate to think back on it i got violent i start throwing stuff

i broke my new iphone i just had a accident last week i went through red light i dont know whats happeing

i feel like killing somebody my mind just cant stop thinking the things i did in the past i use to be a bad kid

i grew up in bay area start dating in my high school year and slept with random girls in my early age

from my point of view im karma is geting back to me cuz i done so many bad thing in past

When the nights are long and i can't sleep for all the sadness of a past left unresolved; i cannot p the future squarely and move on it's likely that i am in the grip of anxiety and inertia i lost all my friend circle i have no body to share my feeling

should i do paath i use to do before i quit long time ago dont feel liek doing even though i came from sikh family i dont even like going to gurdwara when i go i dont feel relax before i use to go i se to listen to kirtan katha and i alwaya do sewa not anymore its like guru nanak dev ji dont want me to come to his house cuz my diary is full of sin and takign advanatge of other

how can i confess my sins to guru ji

i feel like going somewherei walk outside at 1 clock at night

somebody say read chaupayi sahib

need help

[singhnijjar]

is there any iphone app for this site?

[savinderpalsingh]

if you took khande batte di pahul
go to panj pyaare

bhariye matt paapan ke sang , oh tove nave re rang

naam jap , listen gurbani and kirtan all time.
leave movies tv shows and music

[jeetnijjar]

We all had sins in the past gurbani will wash it do sewa listen to kirtan katha have faith in Guru Granth Sahib

[singhbj singh]

gras

waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh

this is my first post here first time here on this site looking for help

im goign throgh depression i cant sleep im full of angar

i think im goign through major depression the reason cuz i lost my love

my long relationship ended because of education diffrence her pqarents didnt accept me

because i dont have any degree its been almost year i didnt even get any sleep for the last one year maybe more

all i do is think think my thinking is geting negative day by day i dont like anything i dont enjoy my self i dont even feel like eating i feel like suiceide my self should kill my life i hate to think back on it i got violent i start throwing stuff

i broke my new iphone i just had a accident last week i went through red light i dont know whats happeing

i feel like killing somebody my mind just cant stop thinking the things i did in the past i use to be a bad kid

i grew up in bay area start dating in my high school year and slept with random girls in my early age

from my point of view im karma is geting back to me cuz i done so many bad thing in past

When the nights are long and i can't sleep for all the sadness of a past left unresolved; i cannot p the future squarely and move on it's likely that i am in the grip of anxiety and inertia i lost all my friend circle i have no body to share my feeling

should i do paath i use to do before i quit long time ago dont feel liek doing even though i came from sikh family i dont even like going to gurdwara when i go i dont feel relax before i use to go i se to listen to kirtan katha and i alwaya do sewa not anymore its like guru nanak dev ji dont want me to come to his house cuz my diary is full of sin and takign advanatge of other

how can i confess my sins to guru ji

i feel like going somewherei walk outside at 1 clock at night

somebody say read chaupayi sahib

need help

"A heartbreak is a blessing from God. It's just his way of letting you realise, he saved you from the wrong one."

My suggestion, keep yourself busy.

Sadh Sangat, Seva & Simran will bring a positive change in your life.

Keep in mind, what we sow is what we reap !

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[singhnijjar]

Thank you so much for your support singhbj Singh and savinderpal singh I'm trying my best to change

A lot of people are guilty of one thing in life, and I admit that I am one of them - living in the past. All the stupid thing I did I 10 years ago now they bug me so much I found myself time after time, day after day, sitting there doing nothing but replaying the memories in my mind over and over.

Why those thing never came in my mind while I was doing those stupid thing is this suppose to happend to me? Hukam rajai chalna nanak likhya nal? Is it something to do with my previous life karm? Theres a reason why people always say that one shouldnt live in the past because it doesnt achieve anything at all. After months of wasting time looking back, I saw everyone else carrying on normally, and I was stagnant, not accomplishing anything; I had no goals; no real reason to live at all. One day I just decided that I had had enough of doing nothing, and I set about setting goals and reaching them. First they were small things and later they led to big ones.

True, no matter how hard I try, I cant change the past, but I can make a better future for myself. The thing most hurt me all my friends left me by my self I have no body left to share my feeling even my dad said you deserv it hanging out false friends I call them no ans somebody ans by mistake they buzy sorry can't help. I accidentally become friends with them or they needed it me i learn big lesson of my life being so depressed and dealing with anger I notice my hair Turing white to I think I have high blood press to and I lost 20 pounds how can I calm down i get chest pain my energy level going down I went to my uncle akhand paath everybody was looking at me like I was criminal or something even through there kids worse then me and living own there own I came home went to my room start jelling at them my friends everyone I say hurtful things like gala kadniya to everyone in my mind all the time I feel like loser now even my own cousin took advatange of me never give me any favor in return all my previous stuff that I done in the past coming in my mind why I am in deep depression should I live with some sadhu sant mahapursh I can't focus on anything how can I bring my attention back I feel like sick I lost my smile somewhere got nothing but a guilt and tears in my eyes , in general moving on from the past takes lots of will power and it's not easy no one is yours in this world no wonder gurbani says avar karj tere kisay na kaam mil sadh sangat baj Kevil naam purpose of life

[singhbj singh]

We all make mistakes, only difference some admit others don't.

ਭੁਲਣ ਅੰਦਰਿ ਸਭੁ ਕੋ ਅਭੁਲੁ ਗੁਰੂ ਕਰਤਾਰੁ ॥

Bhulan Andhar Sabh Ko Abhul Guroo Karathaar ||

भुलण अंदरि सभु को अभुलु गुरू करतारु ॥

Everyone makes mistakes; only the Guru and the Creator are infallible.

ਗੁਰਮਤਿ ਮਨੁ ਸਮਝਾਇਆ ਲਾਗਾ ਤਿਸੈ ਪਿਆਰੁ ॥

Guramath Man Samajhaaeiaa Laagaa Thisai Piaar ||

गुरमति मनु समझाइआ लागा तिसै पिआरु ॥

One who instructs his mind with the Guru's Teachings comes to embrace love for the Lord.

ਨਾਨਕ ਸਾਚੁ ਨ ਵੀਸਰੈ ਮੇਲੇ ਸਬਦੁ ਅਪਾਰੁ ॥੮॥੧੨॥

Naanak Saach N Veesarai Maelae Sabadh Apaar ||8||12||

नानक साचु न वीसरै मेले सबदु अपारु ॥८॥१२॥

O Nanak, do not forget the Truth; you shall receive the Infinite Word of the Shabad. ||8||12||

Source - http://searchgurbani.com/scriptures/ggs_shabad/165/line/25

Abandoning home & responsibilities is anti-Gurmat.

Just try waking up at Amrit Vela to do Simran & Nitnem.

If possible go for early morning Sadh Sangat at local Gurdwara & volunteer for Seva.

Do it for a week & feel the change.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa

Waheguru ji ki fateh

[singhnijjar]

Thanks singhbj I start doing sewa simran feeling a lot better then before thanks for your support