Gurphatehi Jee!
Dear bhajee/ bhenjee, amrit is just the first step, just the initiation...Just because someone has been blessed with amrit dee daat, doesn't mean they are perfect, even though they are very blessed! Don't let it put you off Sikhee...Daas is sure that even I have been bitchy and rude to other Gursikhs, but the best way to be is just to focus on your own Sikhee, and reading Baanee...Ask Maaphi from Maharaj and those Gursikhs if you have been yourself; and sorry to say; if they don't want to hear apologies then that's their own egos; do your own thing...keep your head down, just say Phatehi....
Recently daas went through a really rough time, family and personal stuff and it just happens that Maharaj wanted to show me that this thinking I have, that there is no difference between blood brothers and sisters, and sangat of Gurbhaaees and Gurbhens, my thinking that there should be support and pyaar there for each other, Maharaj made that disappear all together...Cos no one is yours....and people can say to you that they will be there for you through thick and thin, and whilst I am sure that people are being sincere, Maharaj always proves this statement to be false....That we come into this world alone and we leave this world alone....Maharaj kirpa kare that He blesses us all (especially daas) with satkaar and pyaar for each other and nimrita
Take Care
Gurphatehi Jee