thanks shaib,
but i'm not mixing nothing at all,
i just tray to present myself.
ok, i'm very low and i loose myself,
i went two times in india for several months ,
ind i keep a great respect to sikhism ,
its my highest remenbering.
i went on amritsar , but the golden temple not allow me to visit it.
political war was goin on.
if i wrote about my passed life ,
its just for explain , i'm not a tourist.
i'have search myself and thruth in bhuddism , hynduism, cristianism, zharathusra,
taoism, zen, sufism, islam, jainism and sikhism.
allright, my fascinations for ascetics sects will not help my to realise enythings,
but, i feel my death very near, and if i was alone, no doubt,
i will become ascetic or leave life.
but i'have my son so i still alive.
so if i went on your forum ,
its simply for try to understend
little more than your wilkipedia link.
thanks.