it happened to me already veer, a week ago, it had confined myself to my room and just wanted to listen to keertan, but thanks enuf to my family they managed to throw me down from my avastha..i think i lost it all, i cannot help it now...a week ago i was in so much pyaar with waheguru and now i am blank and i feel like crying...i can't getup at amritvela, my eyes open at amritvela but my body can't get up, there is no attraction for bania...beware of maya brother...don't listen to others and don't try to explain them why u are like this...i tried and failed...