waheguru ji ka khalsa, waheguru ji ki fateh.
I am a 16yr old girl who does japji saib every morning, listens to kirtan sohila every night and i try to go to gurdwara every day to do darshan. My father is amritdhari, but my mum isnt but she is still devoted to sikhi. My family is quite religious and I love listening to paath. This year I have had a very rough year with friendships. Ive been isolated a lot and depressed. Ive done some stupid thinfs to myself, but ive learnt that it is not good to. Ive finished my school and is starting a new one for A Levels. Im on holidays at the momenr.
Ive tried to cut all the negative people out my life but suddenly alot has happened for no reason and i have 3girls who want to start arguing with me. They have no contact so far except one Of them used to be a good friend. Anyway Im not going to let them contact me. But i feel very scared and lonely. My mum knows about all this and is trying to help me. Please can someone help me by telling me what meditation i should do. I know God is just testing me as we are all Gods soldiers. I trust God. But i just need some help as to what other paath i should start in order to become stronger and closer to God. Im sorry this is long. But I feel like as a sikh, only sikh people will understand. The girls after me are also sikh but are not very nice at all and have caused trouble for alot of other people.
Someone please help, i will be most grateful.
Waheguru ji ka khalsa, waheguru ji ki fateh.
