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Like there is simran classes i am just afraid i am a really bad man Manmukh, like use too go there like ever sat/sun, with full Khalsa uniform and everything and people may say look at him now like i still have my hair and turban and kirpan and all my 5k's i just dont wear the Khalsa clothing yet. But i am willing to try if it can help, one other problem i have learned is that i like to leap to things but i need to learn how to slowly progress, like for example i will randomly wake up for amrit vela even thought i havent done it like for 5-6 months and do all nitnem with waheguru simran and mool mantar then start going to gurdwara like every day for like mabnye 2 weeks or so and do seva there etc, i mostly take things to extreme lengths and i dont know how to slowy progress, it looks like i just wanna get Eternal bliss forever like right now, which is probally now possible, becuase i think most saints had to do lots of bhagti to reach Waheguru Also should i ask the sangat to help me or just go to the gurdwara were there is sangat and just start listening to kirtan, katha etc in sangat becuase usually its not a english katha that is going on

Going to start doing my daily nitnem again, should i do my mool mantar and simran before nitnem? Also i dont have a daily sangat or any sangat right now know how to solve. Thx for all the advice you guys have been giving i know we kinda went into another topic but all they positive advice was good. I havent been able to wake up at amrit vela i can like barely wake up around 10am- 11 am somtimes i wake up at 9am. i uscually sleep pretty late like 1 or 2 at night, i know i need to sleep earlier. Like i really wake up late today so probally only able to do like japji sahib and one more short bani like tav prasad or benti chaupui. Srry if i get wrong spelling i dont have best english. I have delayed learning basically takes me longer to learn anything like 2x longer and takes more practice, and my focus is really weak.

1. In a percentage how well do you believe you follow the Rehat the Punj Pyare have you, till the time you took Amrit to now? 2. Do you truly have a desire to fight your porn addiction, and at what level are you willing to go to fight your addiction? Vaheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Vaheguru Ji Ki Fateh! First the first question, my rehat before taking amrit was about a month of steady nitnem in amrit vela with waheguru mantra and rehras sahib, and kirtan shoila, and going to gurdwara atlest once a week. i dont know how to read gurbani so i would just repeat the gurbani how they said on youtube videos, and read the english translations. Basically i did a month of getting rdy to take amrit then they day after i took amrit i waked up late for amrit vela then i went to kaam and my habit was back basically. I understand the basics of what they said, like jap naam, with the breath, wake up in amrit vela, seva, the sangat importance, They recommended to work up to 2.5 hours of waheguru mantra and Mool Mantar not sure on exact amount but it was close to that. They talked about the things that khalsa not suppose to do like pre martial sex, eatting meat,eggs, staying away from intoxcites, etc Dont remember everything but remember Most things. So i would say in percentage i did follow 60-70%, but after i received amrit, i would say it is around 5% to 10% I do have desire to fight my addiction because i dont wanna waste my life because when i did do intense mediation and it was really deep i saw many experience's and colours and bliss i felt from it was not able to describe in words, in the end i just want peace eternal peace, with no desire's left and just bliss forever. Only thing i have been to steady do with guru ji's help is not giving up and trying to walk back on the path even though i keep failing hoping i succeed one day but it is getting hard to keep getting back up after you fall into the dark hole of maya were you cant see any light.

I did have some sangat were i would do simran once a week but for some reason i i just turned to maya, i have tried the yoga some sikh's do with my daily nitenem and simran and seva that helped for like 2 weeks to a month then i just went back to normal were i was. seem's like unless i find someone that met God it will be really hard for me to make my life of any value

I dont currently have any sangat, i did have bad sangat when i was in high school and they did drugs etc, even though i didnt start doing drugs, and they did talk about sexual stuff some time. Currently i dont have any gursikh friends you could say i dont really dont know how to make friends never really had close friends. I did go to sikh camps once but i felt like they were all gurusikh's and knew alot more then me and i felt really shamed at my self becuase they were so close the they guru and i felt like i didnt know anything about sikhi and i think i was stupid

Hi i would like to ask the sangat some advice on how to stop porn addiction like i have tired meditation,simran, nitenem, kirtan and seva they do help reduce the addiction but it seem's like i dont get the fully away from porn, i dont mabye it could be that i haven't been able to wake up in amrit vela and also the 5 beloved one's told me that when i took amrit i have to remeber all of japji sahib from heart or guru ji will not do full kirpa on me, which i havent been able to accomplish yet. Right now i been able to only do some simran and listening to some shabads sometimes haven't been able to do my nitnem at all, it seem's like everything i try to do spiritually or even worldly fails right infront of my eye's like this kaam is really hurting me physical and spiritually, but i still do it even though i know its not right and it isnt good for me, becuase i have felt the bliss of meditation but for some reason i turn to maya more easily then simran and sikhi, like i try to be a really good sikh for a bit then i quit then turn to maya and get lost then i go back it keeps repeating it's self like i am stuck in a cycle.

waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh how do you enjoy life things for a sikh like sports, career pursuits, watching tv shows, video games etc. I know that guru ji told us to live in the world but still stay detached with they world,. Like i don't think it's possible unless you a high spiritual level or guru ji does direct kirpa on you right? Are sikhs suppose to enjoy comforts of living in the world like tasty food, a house, car etc Doesn't these things take you away from Waheguru. How can you have any desire becuase were there is desire there can be no naam or love for waheguru you cant have maya and naam. Even if you don't indulge in comforts once you take a little posion of maya you want more right?\ My personal experience a a common sikh living in this world. It seems to be they more simran/nitenm/bani/sangat/kirtan/katha we do they better protected we are from maya but for me personal it is like maya always's win like i will win more a bit mabye few week's/months then one day i will get bad swear at someone, or get kaam out of no where. it seem's like it's a huge up hill battle were your chances of wining are low 1% and maya 99% is wining most of they world right now. Seem's like unless you get lucky with guru ji kirpa you cant really do anything you can try but that's it? Like i know i am not the best sikh out there, i try to wake up for amrit vela, try to fix my sleep had sleep problems still have they but trying to fix. i use to sleep at 4am or 5am which is really bad now i try to sleep at 10 or 11pm. When i do wake up at amrit vela only way i have done it is staying awake whole night then do some of nitenm like 2 bani then some mool mantar and simran. Yes i am amrithdahri ( if you mean i have been given amrit in amrit sanchar) then yes. i am definitely not being a sikh of the sat guru according to sir guru granth sahib. they most i could say is i am trying to become a sikh of a guru and i am a one that keeps failing at it too. One thing i have noticed in my life is i do thing's in extreme no matter what it is either i do it alot everyday or i just give up so easily. Seems like i dont have courage/determination etc to keep going some times. worldly things or spiritual things, seem's like i dont have the capability to stay balanced and do things slowly and consistently. They only thing that seem;s to help is simran and nitenm but eventually i stop doing that and then they cycle repeats its self. Here is my cycle which i think i am in i will eventually realise to start doing bhagti from get inspiration from youtuber like basics of sikhi, stories of sikh's, sant's of sikhism etc which gives me courage to start doing some simran/nitem, then i start waking up at amrit vela after much effort from simran and nitnem slowy i start doing all of nitnem and an 1hour simran/moolmantar. Then i start doing sangat at gurdwara once a week then twice a week there was a point were i went to gurdwara everyday at amrit vela for 2-3 hours doing simran /nitnem, then i also started doing seva at the langar a few days then eventually every day. only time which i wasnt doing bhagti was when i was school other then that every other time i had was doing bhagti except for sleeping of course. It got to a point when i didnt care about anything but getting the anhand from bhagti they peace and bliss was so much that i was addicted to it and just wanted to drink it night and day and do nothing else.. so i kept this about for a 1 month then one day i stoped i think i was really exhusted from that day from school and felt tried, then i was stitting on computer then a thought came about kaam in i ignored at first then eventually give in and watched bad videos' etc and touch my self. i was so sad/angry saying why i had do that and ruin all they hard work i had done, it seemed like i made a wall to protect my self but it was destroyed in a instantly by kaam. This cycle has repeating it's self for 4-5 years now, but it getting hard to keep getting up from the attacks and it seem's every time i get up and fall i fall further down the deep pit of maya, its like 1 step forward to guru then 1000 steps back for failure. I dont know anything else to do then do simran/nitnem and follow guru teaching's even though i keep failing there is one thing i have kept saying to my self that one day i will get up and wont fall again wonder if that day will ever come or not. I just hope guru ji know's i am trying to reach him. I also believe that atlest i am trying to get back up most people dont even know about this path and how straight it is to Waheguru and simple. waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh

Thx for the info guy's/girls (dont know if you a guy or girl just to make sure) (laugh>>) do you know were to get one with belt sheath so i can just clip it on the outside of my clothes, any idea's

waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh I dont think i am at a spritual level were i can do 5 shastar's maybe in future with guru ji kirpa. I just wanted to know if it would be wrong too wear Pesh Kabz As Kirpan, realistic speaking a pointy shastar i think can do more damage, note i am not trained in shastar's or know that much about weapons

waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh was wondering if wearing a pesh kabz is a kirpan, because right now i wear taksaily kirpan which isnt sharp and i dont think can defend my self. what is the exact definition of a kirpan, does a kirpan have to be a curved shastar? http://www.sikhstuff.com/product.php?id_product=290 http://www.sikhstuff.com/product.php?id_product=300 http://www.khalsakirpans.com/collections/artisan-kirpan/products/large-artisan-kirpan

so what do the chakras do becuase i heard focusing like on your third eye can help you some people say dont do that

i Have heard of these Chakras what are the purpose of these can you use them as a sikh to help you in your spiritual journey, how do you use them in they way they suppose to be used, what does Our Sat guru say about this, what does our sikh history say, what do they Liberated ones have to say about this, brahmgyani. Can you use these tool's to help you , knowing that naam and love is they way to GOD. Pls if you want to stay not public pls private message me

Thx for all the feedback from sangat and gurbani. I think as long as i stay more attached to waheguru , and consider streaming for a job and balance my spiritual live with the wordy affairs i should be ok. I think if i ever fall i always have guru ji for guidance ardas/hukamnama. waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh

waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh Thx for the advice, and i am always open to different opnions and view of the sangat

waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh Thx for all the sangat suggestions's, it is kinda werid that there is no sikh gamer heheh, mabye that can be my core point , but i also gotta be careful becuase i represent the sikh faith/Khalsa too and sikh identity. Also for the point you made that everyone is a youtuber these day's, there is lots of competion. I do have a full time job i just wanna try to make a career out of this/ if not my backup is bussiness. Any tips for being a youtuber/ Twitch Streamer as a sikh. Atucally got another question about maya, like so how can we have a passion for something when in guru granth sahib it say's always mediate on god name 24 hours, is that our ultimate goal to work towards, obviously i am not on a high sprirtual level right now. Also know that guru's hukam is do honest work truthfully, but how can a average person live truthfully in the dirty of maya, that isnt that high spritualy And yes i will try to be not a$$ being a youtuber/Streammer, hopefully with guru ji blessing may the sangat and guru ji guide me to the right path. waheguru ji khalsa waheguru ji fateh