ManpreetKaurr

I had these too and I did find out why I do get these. Especially after amritvela when your mind is tired, I was tired and I do get scary dreams like this. I did some research and usually when you often get scary dreams is means you are changing. Your lifestyle is changing, I could relate to it. I was just at the feet of sikhi. Till now still at the feet of guru sahib. Nothing more. And as my daily lifestyle is changing and something was stopping me. That's why I used to get these dreams. Yes, my family and siblings live a different lifesiand they were stopping me. After many many scary dreams . It stops. The mind is now fully adjusted to the new lifestyle. Just sharing ehat I believe. I am always at the feet of the sangat.

Guru sahib gives test to those that he has his nadar on. If guru sahib does not give you test, you wouldn't know if guru sahib is still taking care of you or not. Each test has got something you have to learn from. Guru sahib gives us test to makes us better. No one is perfect and we all do fail.

Try to tell this yourself whenever you have the urge to do something bad: is this activity that I'm gonna do now bring me closer to guru sahib? Can I stop and sacrifice a bad activity just for my guru? Baki do ardaas to guru sahib everyday and don't feel guilty for too long! Guilt is there to make you realise your mistake. Everytime you feel guilt, it's guru sahib trying to pull you back.

Guru sahib apaar kirpa !

Sangat like you always motivate paapi like me to continue on guru sahib's path. Thank you to all the sangat that gave me motivation when I need it the most!

Are you in Malaysia? Congratulations to you too ??

Guru sahib did his apaar kirpa today and blessed me with Amrit today! If you have read any of my forums, I always cry for amrit and today guru sahib did their beant kirpa. @Shaheed4life

The last week before I dreamt so many negative stuff everyday. One day I dreamt someone committing suicide, another day someone robbing my house, another day many people bring killed and then getting possessed by a ghost. I was like why are all those dreams coming to me? I'm not doing anything wrong. I do my sohilla sahib path and wake up for amritvela. I looked up on Google and it meant that you are trying to let go of a old lifestyle and you are now changing the way you live. Yes I definitely can relate to that because I just started to keep a rehit and I am trying to leave the old habit. So you see, maybe this dream may mean something, or if it doesn't relate to you then it's just some random dream. And yes if you dream things more often that means your subconscious mind is more awake. Anyways take it positively. Everything happens within maharaj hukam

It's a hundred time better! Thank you

This person really understands me. I am nothing infornt blessed souls like you.

So much of negativity, yes we know it's polluted but it's not like we gonna die there once we step in there. I bet your country has a bit of pollution too. I am not a western world type of girl.

Okay yes, it's not like I'm running there now and leaving my home and going there only myself. Yes it can be dangerous if I don't have any guardian with me but hey I'm not doing that now. Yes but I would definitely love to stay in India for maybe a month when maharaj bless me. I will finish my studies and work because who's gonna pay for my ticket? I have to pay it myself. Many of you are not really understanding me here.

Don't you like India? Our goal at there is to attach ourselves with Naam,bani,sewa. Yes of course we can do it at home to but I feel the vibration of bhagti in India is much stronger. And there's so many itihaasik Gurdwara. No, you can't get disease like maharaj said ਸਰਬ ਰੋਗ ਤੇ ਉਹ ਹਰਿ ਜਨੁ ਰਹਤ ।। Such a devotee of Lord is free from all diseases. Your age doesnt limit what you do. Think positive come on

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I was too interested in this topic, so I went and google about this guy. And look what I found.

I'm turning 16 this march. Last year during march I was blessed to have darshan of India for the first time ever in my life. Ever since that, I really wish maharaj brings me back there. Whatever you said is literally what I hope maharaj does kirpa for.

Guest hope, I feel you. I really feel so connected to India. I have only been to India once and I really love India. I want to migrate there when I am older. I love India because there are so so so many itihaasik places and I would love to know more about our sikh history by visiting places.

Rereading back whatever you typed. I really think this is me. I too got so so much of attachment to someone that I went into a whole deeper bad mental health. I used to cry for that person during my exam and cry every single night. I don't know why but I missed that person alot. One day I told myself that this night is the last you're gonna cry for that person so cry how much you want because tomorrow you're not gonna cry. And the next day maharaj made me control myself. Ultimately it's maharaj kirpa. Maharaj sda kirpa karan ?? lots of light and pyaar from this empty person

This is so mee last time. I used to think worse of myself. I used to think that I don't even deserve to be in a Gurdwara. I deserve to be outside the gurdwara begging for guru sahib to let me in the gurdwara. I used to think that I am the most biggest paapi and the lowest. I would never look at gursikh in their eyes because I did want this pappi to disturb their joth. I used to cry everyday begging to maharaj to do his kirpa upon me. The key here is ardaas from the bottom do your heart. Just cry and talk to maharaj and tell guru sahib everything. Maharaj definitely does kirpa. I don't have friends but I always talk to guru sahib every chance I get throughout the day. Paatshah Ji is always listening to me and is always with me. Sometimes I do feel like this nowadays, but it's okay once in a while to feel down because you're able to get up higher and stronger. Maharaj kirpa karan tuhade upar. I'm not sure this helped or not. Maafi for all the mistakes I made writing this

I know this post and topic is from 2005, the year I was born. When I read forums like this, I cry alot because I still haven't been blessed with amrit. This daat is literally on my mind every day. Every day. I'm crying alot now because i really hope maharaj blesses this paapi with amrit. The joth in me dying for it. Maharaj kirpa karan. God knows how many times I have created a forum talking about me wishing to be blessed with amrit. My lots of pyaar to all those gursikhs that have taken amrit and keeping a rehat. Lots of pyaar to those that are like me crying to take amrit everyday. Lots of pyaar to everyone. Maharaj kirpa karan that everyone will be blessed with amrit.

Will you come to eat? I don't know maybe

Seeing guest Harkirat asking which prayer to do in order to pass his PT3 exam lol, maybe some great gursikh must have done so much of path last year that I did not even sat for any PT3 or any end year exam. All maharaj's hukam.

I just heard the above clip, but i missed my amritvela this month for 3 days already and I don't know how many more I'm going to miss. Oh no, I feel really guilty now of all the amritvela I've missed. ?

Just read part 1 and I would love to read part 2 soon. Do update when part 2 is available! Dhanvaad jii