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VjkkVjkf Guru Pyareo, soo over the past few weeks i feel kaljug is taking over my Mann Tann Dhan,every night i go to sleep wanting to wake up at Amritvela knowing that will fix everything but then laziness kicks in ,then the 5 mins after the alarm goes( 5 mins more to sleep) end up in missing amritvela, then i spend all day playing catch up, prior to going pesh kaam was my biggest problem and now its coming back and truely right now i am dying everyday and the worst part is now stupid doubts are coming to my mind against guru sahib and vaheguru, pls pls sangat jee help me i love sikhi but now kaljug is taking me over to throw me off and i need help.

Hi so i am a teenage girl that feels nothing towards sikhs. However two years ago i did have a bit of a connection with sikhi and wanted to take amrit,but I didn't. And now i can't feel any prem, I feel like maybe its because I think Sikhi is restricting because i like cutting my hair, it makes a confident person and i enjoy it and i don't understand the point of keeping res no mater how many times someone has said to me. I want to feel that prem for maharaja but I am doubting everything. Like i am leaning towards Christianity and I don't like the fact that I am. But I feel like i am leaning towards the Christian religion is because they believe that every other religion is going to hell and I don't want to go to hell, and i like cutting my hair like i struggle to keep it. I understand not eating meat and I am fine with that as I have been a vegetarian for two years.I have so many problems, please give advice because I do want to have that prem for Sikhi. Sorry if I have said anything wrong.