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I am posting this about my husband to get some suggestions from married people. i am from punjab and married to a gursikh boy about 9 mnths ago. It was fully arrange marriage but i am still trying to understand what his nature is. he is jalandhar born but permanent resident of canada, i also came here 5mnths ago.here now. first when we got engaged, he didn't show much interest talking to me. He used to call me twice a week about 10-15 mins each. Now after marriage it seems like he never had interest in marriage life, much of the time he is busy with simran and gurbani. I am also a gursikh, do nitnem daily and i know sikhism but he is way too much devoted and have no time for me. he is very kind hearted and respectful husband, but i always wanted a normal life not marrying a saint or yogi. He dont read newspapers, facebook or any movie, but some of our mutual friends who studied with him in college, told me that there is no technical topic he is not aware of. He knows all science and technology. He dnt talk on phone with friends al the time but when i see him on phone wih my inlaws dad,mom and inlaws bro sis, most of the time he is talking about god or related stuff. he also dont talk too much with me, rather he listens to what i talk.he don't pretend he is listening, but listening in real. Sometimes at random he says, "dekhla rabb kinna beantt hai, kann kann vich vasda" . Whatever i cook, he eats with equal interest, 9 mnths our marriage and he never complained about food, he dont care about clothe brands, all he want very clean clothes, he never argue nor he refuses what i say, if i ask for a movie he is always ready for keep doing simran in cinema nd barely look at screen.he gets very early in morning about 1am and busy doing simran till 6 nd then go for job, no songs or movies , listening to akaal ustat all the time. I want a normal gursikh type person, night time first he charge his phone to 100 percent and then put it near his head with slow volume akaal ustat on repeat till he gets up. We do have husband wife relations 2 or 3 times a week. He remains silent most of the time and when he comes if tv is on and i am watching, neither he sits with me nor turn off the tv, he goes to other room and i find him meditating when i go. He does a lots lots of abhiyaas but trying to hide from people and me. Sometimes he recites moolmantar while in deep sleep few times and then again sleep. If he got some injury or a small cut for example, he feels no pain, no signs of tensions on face, if i get sick he takes good care of me but dnt get disturbed his wife is sick. Now with gods grace i am pregnant and he is not happy like other people are happy, he just said its good,take good care and be carefull all the time .let me know if u get any small problem. It seems to me that he likes nothing, he loves nothing, interested in nothing,argue with nothing. He owns a small business, never bother about money. Go to work at 8 nd back to home at 4, then. Gurudwara and sleep early and getup 1am. Thats not a normal marriage life. Sometimes when i sit near him, i feel more of a yogi then a normal husband in him. If he lost something, money for example, he says, its ok it was HIS will. We are going for a movie at evening and he gave life to someonton road while it was only time to be with him on Sunday.when he is outside he always try to hide his nitnem and other stuff, for example sometimes he send more than one third of money to poors,nd tells me, i have no problem but thats too much, we have to make our own house also. We are renting an apartment now. But if someone ask him for charity then to hide he always do daan as a kanjoos person. i have no problem with him at all, he is very gud but i want a normal married life like all other gursikh girls.i am not unhappy with him but i am not happy in other way.