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Waheguru Ji Ka Khasla Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh I think I have OCD, and its making doing path very hard. I get intrusive thoughts, that I can't control. I get thoughts of saying bad stuff to the Guru, Saheeds and sants. I get thoughts of me doing beadbi. When I do ardaas every time I say the Gurus name at the beginning of Ardaas, my mind says bad stuff about the Gurus. I was my hands a lot, and now because of excess washing my skin is getting damaged. I feel like if i touch my head with my hands then im disrespecting my Kesh. I wash my hands a lot before touching the Gutka Sahib Ji. I also wash my hands a lot because my family eats meat and drinks alcohol, and I feel like Im going against Guru Ji if i don't wash them after touching stuff in the kitchen. I waste time before doing path, because I need to wash my hands, and I wash them in the bathroom, but in the morning my family is having showers. I want to use the taps downstairs but thats where they wash dishes of meat and alcohol, is it ok if use this ? My main problem is I can't do path properly. Most of the time, I feel like I haven't pronounced Guru bani right, so I resay that tuk again but this happens a lot, now I don't feel that peace. Its getting very hard recite Japji Sahib. And I worry if todays bani will go well. I don't want to really see my GP about this, as they won't know about Sikhi and how hard it is for me. So I wanted the Sangat to be my doctor and guide me. I know i sound foolish and stupid, but its hard for me with these thoughts. It happens every where I go. If for example something on these news comes about people doing really bad stuff, I get thoughts of me doing it. I dont want to hurt anyone. Bul chuk mafee

WJKK WJKF This might be some silly questions but i need some advice please. If I read paath do i need to clean my mouth out first? i have been told to do this before doing paath to have a "succha" mouth. But what if im on my phone and on this forum for example and someone posts a Shabad? Do i need to find the near tap and was my mouth out? I have ocd and need to clear my head up. I dont know if what i do is right or wrong. I want to read paath, but it takes my sometimes 25-30 mins to do Jap Ji Sahib as i keep repeating myself thinknig ive done it wrong? Shall i ignore these thoughts and carry on or do i stop and repeat myself as i think its wrong? I want to start Jap Sahib but its the same issue i cant seem to start it. I try doing the first 50 pauris but it takes me 25-30 mins repeating myself. I know its my bad karam that i cant recite Guruji's sweet bani properly. Thanks for reading

HELLO EVERYBODY AS TOPIC SAYS ALL DUE TO OCD I AM GETTING SEXUAL THOUGHTS I CANT CONTROL THEM,JUST A WAVE OF RANDOM SEXUAL THOUGHTS STARTS FLOWING IN MY MIND WHICH IS UNCONTROLLABLE......I CAN'T CONTROL IT...................I HAVE TRIED A LOT BUT I CANT PLZ HELP PLZ ...............