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Hello everyone I am a 56 yr old (Irish) woman and I'm having some experiences! Briefly..1st one was a week ago-listening to Waheguru. Have had almost 'compulsion' to listen constantly since, I find myself chanting/singing when walking in the street and this morning (in fact i've just about got over it) I had a second one; this time much more than 1st one. I still don't feel quite 'normal'. Crying, shaking etc, today to the point of..I don't know what. This past 6/7 days since the first one I find myself tearing up quite often and my reality has totally changed. At the moment, thankfully!, I'm not working (I have an interview on Monday), but I'm thinking 'what if this happens again when I'm out or at work or an interview or something! People would not understand ;)(I don't say this from a pride point of view) and..should I go to Gurdwara? Sooo much more but I don't want to make a big long speech when space is probably limited ? I'd really like someone to talk to about what is happening 'to me'. I have no control it feels. Thanks for listening.