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hi, im 17 now and i took amrit when i was 11, i was very religious and felt a real passion for sikhi when i was young, so i did what any passionate sikh would do and took amrit at a very early age. as i got older it became harder and i lost the passion i had for sikhi and got really lazy and i had a bad inflance in school, i didnt feel like an amrit dhari anymore and den it went down hill from there, i did aot of things i really regret, and i proberbly did and hav broke my amrit now ive started to better myself now and started doing paat and going to gurdwara every morning before school and alot of things to make myself closer to god, ive started to get more into sikhi again but the thing is i know i have already broke my amrit and i can tell my parents i want to take it agian coz i would have to confess for what i did but sadly i cant do tht they wont be able to handle it, so i dont know what to do? i still wear my 5ks and i never left my 5k's even while doing everything, but i feel wrong pretending to be amrit dhari. help asap please!! i promised myself i would b=never do anything bad again and i wont, i want everything to go back to the way it was when i was young and it kind of is but i keep reebering my past