Please Help Me With My Life ....

[Trying to be Khalsa]

I failed in my exam . It was my last year of degree. So I was wondering when should I reappear for exams .

If I reappear for october , then maybe I will get two results , current one and a new one . ( which is not good ) .

Also , if I reappear in march , then it waste of too much time but I get new certificate .

So , now I was in a "dubidha". I did ardas to Guru and took hukamnama but it was not clear what to do .

I took one hukamnama again today ,

ਧਨਾਸਰੀ ਮਹਲਾ ੧ ਘਰੁ ੧ ਚਉਪਦੇ

धनासरी महला १ घरु १ चउपदे

Ḏẖanāsrī mėhlā 1 gẖar 1 cẖa▫upḏe

Dhanaasaree, First Mehl, First House, Chau-Padas:

ੴ ॥

ੴ सति नामु करता पुरखु निरभउ निरवैरु अकाल मूरति अजूनी सैभं गुर प्रसादि ॥

Ik▫oaʼnkār saṯ nām karṯā purakẖ nirbẖa▫o nirvair akāl mūraṯ ajūnī saibẖaʼn gur parsāḏ.

One Universal Creator God. Truth Is The Name. Creative Being Personified. No Fear. No Hatred. Image Of The Undying. Beyond Birth. Self-Existent. By Guru's Grace:

ਜੀਉ ॥

जीउ डरतु है आपणा कै सिउ करी पुकार ॥

Jī▫o daraṯ hai āpṇā kai si▫o karī pukār.

My soul is afraid; to whom should I complain?

ਦੂਖ ॥੧॥

दूख विसारणु सेविआ सदा सदा दातारु ॥१॥

Ḏūkẖ visāraṇ sevi▫ā saḏā saḏā ḏāṯār. ||1||

I serve Him, who makes me forget my pains; He is the Giver, forever and ever. ||1||

ਸਾਹਿਬੁ ॥

साहिबु मेरा नीत नवा सदा सदा दातारु ॥१॥ रहाउ ॥

Sāhib merā nīṯ navā saḏā saḏā ḏāṯār. ||1|| rahā▫o.

My Lord and Master is forever new; He is the Giver, forever and ever. ||1||Pause||

ਅਨਦਿਨੁ ॥

अनदिनु साहिबु सेवीऐ अंति छडाए सोइ ॥

An▫ḏin sāhib sevī▫ai anṯ cẖẖadā▫e so▫e.

Night and day, I serve my Lord and Master; He shall save me in the end.

ਸੁਣਿ ॥੨॥

सुणि सुणि मेरी कामणी पारि उतारा होइ ॥२॥

Suṇ suṇ merī kāmṇī pār uṯārā ho▫e. ||2||

Hearing and listening, O my dear sister, I have crossed over. ||2||

ਦਇਆਲ ॥

दइआल तेरै नामि तरा ॥

Ḏa▫i▫āl ṯerai nām ṯarā.

O Merciful Lord, Your Name carries me across.

ਸਦ ॥

सद कुरबाणै जाउ ॥१॥ रहाउ ॥

Saḏ kurbāṇai jā▫o. ||1|| rahā▫o.

I am forever a sacrifice to You. ||1||Pause||

ਸਰਬੰ ॥

सरबं साचा एकु है दूजा नाही कोइ ॥

Sarbaʼn sācẖā ek hai ḏūjā nāhī ko▫e.

In all the world, there is only the One True Lord; there is no other at all.

ਤਾ ॥੩॥

ता की सेवा सो करे जा कउ नदरि करे ॥३॥

Ŧā kī sevā so kare jā ka▫o naḏar kare. ||3||

He alone serves the Lord, upon whom the Lord casts His Glance of Grace. ||3||

ਤੁਧੁ ॥

तुधु बाझु पिआरे केव रहा ॥

Ŧuḏẖ bājẖ pi▫āre kev rahā.

Without You, O Beloved, how could I even live?

ਸਾ ॥

सा वडिआई देहि जितु नामि तेरे लागि रहां ॥

Sā vadi▫ā▫ī ḏėh jiṯ nām ṯere lāg rahāʼn.

Bless me with such greatness, that I may remain attached to Your Name.

ਦੂਜਾ ॥

दूजा नाही कोइ जिसु आगै पिआरे जाइ कहा ॥१॥ रहाउ ॥

Ḏūjā nāhī ko▫e jis āgai pi▫āre jā▫e kahā. ||1|| rahā▫o.

There is no other, O Beloved, to whom I can go and speak. ||1||Pause||

ਸੇਵੀ ॥

सेवी साहिबु आपणा अवरु न जाचंउ कोइ ॥

Sevī sāhib āpṇā avar na jācẖaʼn▫o ko▫e.

I serve my Lord and Master; I ask for no other.

ਨਾਨਕੁ ॥੪॥

नानकु ता का दासु है बिंद बिंद चुख चुख होइ ॥४॥

Nānak ṯā kā ḏās hai binḏ binḏ cẖukẖ cẖukẖ ho▫e. ||4||

Nanak is His slave; moment by moment, bit by bit, he is a sacrifice to Him. ||4||

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Sāhib ṯere nām vitahu binḏ binḏ cẖukẖ cẖukẖ ho▫e. ||1|| rahā▫o. ||4||1||

O Lord Master, I am a sacrifice to Your Name, moment by moment, bit by bit. ||1||Pause||4||1||

But , still my question remained unanswered ?

why ? can someone please help ?

[TuhiNirankar]

read the shabad over and over again, whatever u feel as to when to re-write that is the one u should go for, use ur intuition!

[murakh]

read the shabad over and over again, whatever u feel as to when to re-write that is the one u should go for, use ur intuition!

would reccommend same thing cuz idont know anything about post secondary studies.