Exactly one of ones I was looking for. Unfortunately it’s not available in Gurdwaras in Canada as it seems to be a UK based project. It was also sold only in print.
Would you mind scanning it and uploading it here for everyone to read?
Thank you, ji. I’ll check out Shahadat and DM Fatehnama. If I get any updates, I’ll post it here. It would be great if you could digitize all the old magazines and upload them here because otherwise they’ll be lost from our history. I’ll DM you.
I think everyone goes through what you described, myself included. Bhagat Fareed ji in his old age told the crows not to peck at his eyes because he wants to see Waheguru with them, look at how old Bhagat Fareed ji was and the unparalleled bhagti he must of done and he still was waiting to see Waheguru ji. And here we are in your young age wonder why Waheguru ji isn't talking to us lol
Try to do as much naam simran as you can, when it gets intense you start feeling an emotion which you can not describe.