I Need Help. Please!

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waheguru ji ka khalsa

waheguru ji ki fateh.

I am 16 year old girl. When i was 13 i found out what porn was and since then i have been watching it. I do not touch myself in any manner but just watch porn and get the feeling of pleasure, even though i dont touch myself. I know it is a sin in sikhi. How can i stop myself. Just this week i had stopped but i did it again. i did not do it for 10 days and thats the longest i have gone. in the heat of the moment i watch porn.. but after I regret it deeply. A lot of times i have promised god and told him that i wont do it but i always end up doing it. I WANT TO STOP. I dont want to be punished and i DONT want god to hate me. I want forgiveness from god. I have tried everything possible. sports, excercise. i have tried to keep myself active but it doesnt work . I feel that everyone will hate me and i will be failure in life due to this. I want to grow up and become thing and become a good and positive person. Can someone please tell me what I should do. I know this has been posted millions times. But I need help!!! please help me. PLEASE!