Thank you for your replies, taking the time out and reading and responding means much to me.
I'm 42 not bothered about a wife, however want to have children, I'm so gone thinking about sex, would be cheating
BTW I'm Aries very structured to what an Aries is
Waheguru. Praying for your healing and strength.
The older i get, the more you realize how everything really is just a fickle and precious time is. Its all just false. Esp when coming into Sikhi lately, and reflect on my past, future and this world, leaves me with this un-describable , emptiness. Sometimes i feel like numb and nothing fazes me, and life is just flying by, other times i think i must try to do much naam, read Gurbani, then i get back to am i good enough, mistakes i made, will Guru Ji forgive me, Jamandoots, scares me..this internal never-ending battle.
They've been trying to find any excuse to enact a law like this, it's already being called out that the murder of David Amess's death had nothing to do with online abuse, just when you think the Tories couldn't reach a new low they try and pull some crap like this and use the death of an MP as an excuse.