Self contemplation

[Singh1989]

Fateh all! 

Just me contemplating here. When I was young, parents were like "If you say waheguru, u are blessed. If u fail to say waheguru, u go to hell" (ok ignore the quote marks). 

Today I ask... why am I Amritdhari? why do I have kirpa n knowledge of Baania plus naam jaap? Am I doing it for a reason or just for you? heck, why am I even writing this here? why are u reading this? DK about u but... maybe am doing what am currently doing is to NOT fall in hell? At least we see animals suffer (84 lakh joon) but what goes on in hell? 

At 17 after taking Amrit I was old enough to not worry about hell. I read far too many biographs (like, two or three) and was inspired by bios to take Amrit. With kirpa my Sikhi is getting stronger by the day. But what then? will Waheguru see me after life "Shabaaz puth! ehne paat padleh aja hun, tera heaven wich saer karieh." Then I think it's about the future, setting Sikhi seeds here on the planet. 

Maybe my aim is to have a gist of Brahmgiani? maybe one day I will become a Brahmgiani and spread the word of God, just like Baba Nand Singh, Sant Kartar Singh, Sant Gurbachan Ji did? Maybe am TRULY doing this not to fall in hell, get beaten, burnt and stabbed in the arse? Maybe am doing all this to prove Sikhi is best compared to other religion? Maybe am Sikhi just to pass the time? 

Whatever the reason only we know why we chose Sikhi and follow it. I do have a plan and will follow it. This plan involves to learn, whatever I do I enforce on myself, NEVER to consider other religions low and slander other religions and to maintain a good discipline in my Nitnem as well as maryaad. I believe something excellent will happen. Maybe am scared of not being reunited with God this life? maybe I no longer fear falling in hell (and get stabbed up the arse) but fear of dejection is now great? 

Who knows! 

[puzzled]

My parents never taught me about hell  i discovered it myself by reading books lol     but i'm glad i read those books   they keep you grounded and behaved  lol   

[MokhamSingh]

2 hours ago, Singh1989 said:

Fateh all! 

Just me contemplating here. When I was young, parents were like "If you say waheguru, u are blessed. If u fail to say waheguru, u go to hell" (ok ignore the quote marks). 

Today I ask... why am I Amritdhari? why do I have kirpa n knowledge of Baania plus naam jaap? Am I doing it for a reason or just for you? heck, why am I even writing this here? why are u reading this? DK about u but... maybe am doing what am currently doing is to NOT fall in hell? At least we see animals suffer (84 lakh joon) but what goes on in hell? 

At 17 after taking Amrit I was old enough to not worry about hell. I read far too many biographs (like, two or three) and was inspired by bios to take Amrit. With kirpa my Sikhi is getting stronger by the day. But what then? will Waheguru see me after life "Shabaaz puth! ehne paat padleh aja hun, tera heaven wich saer karieh." Then I think it's about the future, setting Sikhi seeds here on the planet. 

Maybe my aim is to have a gist of Brahmgiani? maybe one day I will become a Brahmgiani and spread the word of God, just like Baba Nand Singh, Sant Kartar Singh, Sant Gurbachan Ji did? Maybe am TRULY doing this not to fall in hell, get beaten, burnt and stabbed in the arse? Maybe am doing all this to prove Sikhi is best compared to other religion? Maybe am Sikhi just to pass the time? 

Whatever the reason only we know why we chose Sikhi and follow it. I do have a plan and will follow it. This plan involves to learn, whatever I do I enforce on myself, NEVER to consider other religions low and slander other religions and to maintain a good discipline in my Nitnem as well as maryaad. I believe something excellent will happen. Maybe am scared of not being reunited with God this life? maybe I no longer fear falling in hell (and get stabbed up the arse) but fear of dejection is now great? 

Who knows! 

After listening to many Gursikhs who have followed the teachings of Gurbani, I have personally reached one conclusion.

Namely, take Kandeh di pauhal Amrit, keep rehat, and follow the teachings of Gurbani. Focus on the Jyot inside us. That jyot is SAT CHIT ANAND ISHVAR. All the bliss is there, nowhere else!

Do your nitnem without fail. Read additional Gurbani too. Do Japp of Mool Mantar. Do Jap of Waheguru Mantar.

By focusing on our Jyot, everything else will seem meaningless...