I still have a memory from when I was like 2 and I was picking up goa (cow poop). I think that's one of my earliest memories. Don't know what that's supposed to mean.

Does that normally happen there?

Was it like positive vibes or negative vibes?

Try reciting some pangti's from bani, that helps.

I still see jatha politics when it comes to the way admins enforce rules, it's like they only make admins who are related to the jatha somehow etc. I mean wouldn't it be better to comply with Akal Takht rehit , rather than jatha rehit ,when it comes to enforcing rules on a forum called sikh sangat?