Gotta learn how to be patience

[ManpreetKaurr]

With maharajs apaar kirpa beant kirpa, I have been doing my nitnem and practicing to tie a dastaar and become vegetarian. I still can't properly tie a dastaar yet. I have been begging for Amrit for so long. Some days I feel so upset because I still haven't been blessed with Amrit. But I do manage console myself with telling myself to be patient and have trust. I really don't know but at this moment I feel my soul is dying without amrit or without maharajs bani. Any bani, keertan, simran that I recite, I feel it's not enough and I can't get over it. I just went to the gurdwara yesterday and I feel like running there back again. I will wait for maharaj to do his kirpa. Sometimes for paapi like me to walk on Maharaj's hukam is quite hard. I know maharaj has heard me and will definitely fulfil my one and only desire to take Amrit. 

[Shaheed4life]

2 hours ago, ManpreetKaurr said:

With maharajs apaar kirpa beant kirpa, I have been doing my nitnem and practicing to tie a dastaar and become vegetarian. I still can't properly tie a dastaar yet. I have been begging for Amrit for so long. Some days I feel so upset because I still haven't been blessed with Amrit. But I do manage console myself with telling myself to be patient and have trust. I really don't know but at this moment I feel my soul is dying without amrit or without maharajs bani. Any bani, keertan, simran that I recite, I feel it's not enough and I can't get over it. I just went to the gurdwara yesterday and I feel like running there back again. I will wait for maharaj to do his kirpa. Sometimes for paapi like me to walk on Maharaj's hukam is quite hard. I know maharaj has heard me and will definitely fulfil my one and only desire to take Amrit. 

Vaheguru ji ka khalsa Vaheguru ji ki fateh

Bhenji, don't worry just have patience.Amrit is such a beautiful daat that it makes us thirst for it.Tying a dastaar comes with time.Just stay in Chardikala and continue doing your nitnem.It really helps.Simran as well.Simran gives alot of  Anand. Maharaj is all-knowing.He knows that you want Amrit Daat.He will give it when He feels right.After all Maharaj Ji is our Guru Pita.Our Father knows when is best.Just continue having faith.

Bhul Chuk Maf

[ManpreetKaurr]

1 hour ago, Shaheed4life said:

Vaheguru ji ka khalsa Vaheguru ji ki fateh

Bhenji, don't worry just have patience.Amrit is such a beautiful daat that it makes us thirst for it.Tying a dastaar comes with time.Just stay in Chardikala and continue doing your nitnem.It really helps.Simran as well.Simran gives alot of  Anand. Maharaj is all-knowing.He knows that you want Amrit Daat.He will give it when He feels right.After all Maharaj Ji is our Guru Pita.Our Father knows when is best.Just continue having faith.

Bhul Chuk Maf

Reading pyaar bhariya messages made me in tears. Maharaj kirpa karan & thank you so much for the reply. I always believe that whatever the sangat replies, that is what guru maharaj is trying to say. Dhanwaad apaar jio

[Singh375]

9 hours ago, ManpreetKaurr said:

I know maharaj has heard me and will definitely fulfil my one and only desire to take Amrit. 

One day soon I will open this forum and see comment from yourself;

that Sangat Ji today I was blessed with amrit di daat 

 

[Guest GKK]

Hi

 

Reading what you have said about waiting for Amrit, makes me wonder...

I had my Amrit booked many years ago, I was also very thirsty and a Sant I won’t name now said I should take it. On the day of when it was planned they rang me to ask if I was coming. I said no and didn’t go and then after that my sikhi dwindled.
 

I always wonder if I missed it and did a terrible thing or was it that it wasn’t meant to be? Over 10 years later I haven’t taken it but I feel my faith is stronger than then. I was very young then and new to sikhi, now I’ve gone through more of life like marrying and having children and I’ve made sikhi a part of my life and my kids, so was it meant to be like this? One day with Waheguru kirpa I hope to take it.

[ManpreetKaurr]

On 1/12/2021 at 6:40 AM, Guest GKK said:

Hi

 

Reading what you have said about waiting for Amrit, makes me wonder...

I had my Amrit booked many years ago, I was also very thirsty and a Sant I won’t name now said I should take it. On the day of when it was planned they rang me to ask if I was coming. I said no and didn’t go and then after that my sikhi dwindled.
 

I always wonder if I missed it and did a terrible thing or was it that it wasn’t meant to be? Over 10 years later I haven’t taken it but I feel my faith is stronger than then. I was very young then and new to sikhi, now I’ve gone through more of life like marrying and having children and I’ve made sikhi a part of my life and my kids, so was it meant to be like this? One day with Waheguru kirpa I hope to take it.

Hanji I have come through this in my life too. One day a blessed bhai sahib ji in a sikhi camp wanted to tie a dastaar on me, and everyday he saw me, bhai sahib ji would pull me to follow him to tie a dastaar on me. At that moment, 2 years back i didn't knew how much I would want a dastaar on my head now. I refused alot. I feel really bad tho. But, here I am 2 years later struggling to tie a dastaar and hoping maharaj will bless me to have his crown on my head. I think maharaj here is teaching us something. We definitely learnt from mistakes. If I ever had the chance to take amrit, I really would. I am in tears imagining the day when I take amrit. I can't wait!

[ManpreetKaurr]

On 1/11/2021 at 6:35 PM, Shaheed4life said:

Vaheguru ji ka khalsa Vaheguru ji ki fateh

Bhenji, don't worry just have patience.Amrit is such a beautiful daat that it makes us thirst for it.Tying a dastaar comes with time.Just stay in Chardikala and continue doing your nitnem.It really helps.Simran as well.Simran gives alot of  Anand. Maharaj is all-knowing.He knows that you want Amrit Daat.He will give it when He feels right.After all Maharaj Ji is our Guru Pita.Our Father knows when is best.Just continue having faith.

Bhul Chuk Maf

Guru sahib did his apaar kirpa today and blessed me with Amrit today! If you have read any of my forums, I always cry for amrit and today guru sahib did their beant kirpa. @Shaheed4life 

[GurjantGnostic]

14 minutes ago, ManpreetKaurr said:

Guru sahib did his apaar kirpa today and blessed me with Amrit today! If you have read any of my forums, I always cry for amrit and today guru sahib did their beant kirpa. @Shaheed4life 

Vaheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Vaheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

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1 hour ago, ManpreetKaurr said:

Guru sahib did his apaar kirpa today and blessed me with Amrit today! If you have read any of my forums, I always cry for amrit and today guru sahib did their beant kirpa. @Shaheed4life 

Congrats ji

[Shaheed4life]

1 hour ago, ManpreetKaurr said:

Guru sahib did his apaar kirpa today and blessed me with Amrit today! If you have read any of my forums, I always cry for amrit and today guru sahib did their beant kirpa. @Shaheed4life 

That's amazing to hear Bhenji.Guru Sahib is blessing everyone.Even daas is receiving Amrit this Tuesday.