I am a sikh girl, I’m 20 years old, I have a pretty good image, I do Kirtan, I do path and I also tie a dastar. But recently I have known a boy… he isn’t very religious, and still I don’t know why I still feel very attracted by him.

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I am a sikh girl, I’m 20 years old, I have a pretty good image, I do Kirtan, I do path and I also tie a dastar. I’ve always had many male friends but never felf this wa until recently I met a boy… he isn’t very religious, and still I don’t know why I still feel very attracted by him. We also got a chance by text msgs to confess this to each other. I would have never thought to fall for someone who isn’t amritdhari, but this person really cought me. He wants to meet… and above all this he said he is ready to accept me as I am and that really hit me. SO I know this is all wrong, I have an image that I can’t ruin… But what about what I feel? How can I control it? Tbh kaam is getting me… I don’t want anything bad to happen, but at the same time I think it’ll be an experience even if I’d feel guilty for the rest of my life but it will surely be something that will make me feel alive. 

Please help… let me know… should I give it a go? or should I forget about everything?