I have lost faith in waheguru ji , i am trying hard to regain it , something bad happened that led to it. I am struggling so much i want the void i am feeling inside due to the inconvenience to be filled again with my guru's love. Can u help me?

[Guneetkaur]

I cannot feel the love of god like i use to. I want it back and will do anything to regain it. Please can anyone guide me. All I need is Lil guidance, the void inside me is growing bigger each day and I have never felt this way before. I am even questioning guru, " is it even worth it ?" . IDK what to do. ? 

[Saba]

You’re speaking as if God has suddenly disappeared. He hasn’t. You’ve become distracted. He’s given you everything you need. In life you need to create a balance. Best of both worlds. It cannot all go one way in the way you want it. 

[Shaheed4life]

15 hours ago, Guneetkaur said:

I cannot feel the love of god like i use to. I want it back and will do anything to regain it. Please can anyone guide me. All I need is Lil guidance, the void inside me is growing bigger each day and I have never felt this way before. I am even questioning guru, " is it even worth it ?" . IDK what to do. ? 

Vaheguru ji ka khalsa Vaheguru ji ki fateh

Bhenji, what you are feeling is common. Whenever we go through bad experiences in our life we are quick to doubt Vaheguru ji. But as Gurbani Says 

 

If the Chote Sahibzaade had thought " Is it worth it to give Shaheedi for the Panth?" Then the Khalsa Panth wouldn't remain. Bhenji are you amritdhari? Do you do your nitnem? If you're not amritdhari and do not do your nitnem, it's okay Guru Sahib will guide you towards that path soon. Meanwhile try to do mool mantar sahib. That's all you need for Vaheguru ji's kirpa. Do 1 mala a day. I can guarantee you will have your own experiences and your trust and love in Vaheguru Ji  will be restored by Sache Patshah. All we need in our lives are Guru Sahib's blessing. Mool mantar is amazing and by doing it Vaheguru ji will have pity on his servants and bring us to his Path. Bhenji, you are a daughter of our Guru. Do not lose hope! Remain in patience and Sehaj. All will be good soon. No matter what you have gone through always remember the faces of our Shaheeds who embraced their death with smiles on their faces because they knew about this false world, they knew Guru Sahib Ji is Ang Sang. You may not realize it but Guru Sahib is always with his Khalsa. Even while you are reading this post, Guru Gobind Singh Sahib Jio Maharaj is right next to you! All you need to do is have Sehaj and keep trust. Once our illusion of Maya is gone, all we see is Prakash everywhere. Then we do not doubt on what is the point or whether it is worth it. We crave more Anand and long to be in the Charan of Sache Patshah. Do mool mantar, keep Simran in your heart 24/7. The rest Vaheguru ji Himself will guide you. Guru Sahib is right next to you waiting for you to realize his presence and get Darshan. Gurmukh Pyare always see Guru Sahib as Ang Sang. Have faith Bhenji, all will be good soon.

Bhul Chuk Maf ji

Vaheguru ji ka khalsa Vaheguru ji ki fateh!

 

 

[Singh375]

Years of your life can pass where you won’t experience any bliss at all, it’s a test of faith. Even every single thing in your life can turn against you, it’s just tests.

We should pray Guru sahib ji please don’t test me, but if you’re going to test me then please yourself help me pass the test. Shabad hazare bani is good when you stop feeling anand.

For sure Guru sahib will let you feel bliss again. But what can be said of that thing because it’s beautiful beyond any logic or reason. So when that moment comes all you can do is thank him for it and enjoy it without trying to analyse or comprehend what’s happening or how it’s even possible 

[Kau89r8]

Vaheguru. The replies are so beautiful and heart-warming. Thanks!

From my experience i know how it feels to lose faith esp when you try and try and try and all hope is gone. You pray like never before but you see no hope. You can look at this way (from what was told to me) it brings you closer to Vaheguru and he is pulling you towards him without you even knowing that you may have not if you weren't going through a tough him. Misconception is that you may heard or read if you do read this much bani or do this bani for x days your problems will be solved. Whilst it could be true for some experience, Gurbani teaches us about Dukh/Sukh part of life you will go though  good bad testing times some have experience more dukh than sukh and vice versa etc but Gurbani will help you ease through it. It brings you comfort when going through tough time reading bani but dont expect wishing star to fall upon you and all will disappear. Keep having faith that you being led to something else. Guru Ji has a plan. 

Whatever you are experience its all temporary and life is just fickle. We will all be dust one day. Have faith! 

Bhul chuk maaf!