hi all was wondering if anyone could help or has been through the same thing.
myself and my wife are both approaching our 30's and of course everyone is asking the big question 'when are you going to have a baby'
we been trying unsuccessfully for a while and are now seeking treatment at the hospital.
the question is less to do with what can i do so god listens to my prayers to have a baby, but more to do how do i control my vices. Typical when I get asked about having kids I can't control my anger and lash out as I'm reluctant to tell people whats going on behind the scenes.
Secondly I'm struggling to control my jealousy as it seems every person and their dog seems to be pregnant and having babies.
I accept that having a blessing such as a baby is in gods will and will happen when its meant to be. But i just don't want it to change who I am as a person whilst we're waiting for the blessing to arrive.
Thanks :)