So... I have recently been alot depressed. Everyday when I ask my friends to come out with me they are with their girlfriends etc, even my childhood friends dumbs me for a girl company. I feel so alone. For a some reason none of girls around me never get interested on me. Somereason they always give their look on guys who are "egoists" and get drunk every friday, speaks dirty etc.... In my own opinion I dont look bad from the outside, I could consider myself to be pretty "handsome". but still girls never give me a look. Is there something wrong with me? how to find love? where to find love? how to maintain the loving mood?
I have also hard times trusting on girls, I got dumbed when I was teen and I took it pretty roughly. How to trust people?