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I dont know why I am even writing a post here to be honest, I am probably older than 90% of the people here. I went to the gurdwara this evening and I was thinking about suicide in darbar sahib. I dont know why. I wouldnt ever do such an act. I was extremely upset inside though and maharaj knows why. I know I should be stronger than this. I am trying to do as much paat as I can, I know it's not enough. my health is suffering because of the way I feel, mentally, physically, emotionally.