Satshriakal Sareya nu,
It's been 8 years I took amrit and I firmly believe in sikhism but from last couple of months I am feeling detached to religion.
I am facing this change gradually but I would like to share that I am becoming wise and my faith in GOD (Akal Purakh) is increasing.
I am feeling like there is no need to follow a certain way to please waheguru. The only way to please him is having trust and faith in him.
I am a mature in 30s lady and have moved to Australia 3 years back and I think I am changing due to influence of this country. I believe in being happy and stress free rather than to be continuously under an impression of fear from God.
I started believing more in Karma and faith in Waheguru is enough and there is no need to follow a certain way to maintain it like being amritdhari and reciting bani.
Waheguru has given me more than what I deserve but I never ever in my life felt so much detached from my panth.
And the biggest issue is that first time in my life my mind is relax, I am at peace and I am happy now.
This is something different coz i should feel bad but I am happy.
Guru Nanak Dev ji says that you can only Naam Jap when waheguru wants you to. I am afraid as my thoughts will spoil me.
Please if any one could help me to how to fix myself. I am certainly broken.