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WaheguruJiKaKhalsa!!WaheguruJiKiFateh!! sangat ji, im the only amritdhari in my family after my grandparents and my grandparent dont live with us. today a guy in my lane was fighting , its a domestic dispute but i saw from far that he was wearing a gatra. but it was night and i was not sure , so i went near and i saw him weaping a kirpan , he didnt had any hair and very little trimmed beard and he was drunk, My dad who drinks occasionally and goes around trying to help in these sort of matters was there too. the drunkard , did sat sri akal to me and called me near. me: are you drunk? drunk guy: no sir , i dont have front tooth thats why i am sounding like this ! me: you are drunk and why are you wearing kirpan? Drunkard:i took amrit long time ago and now im just wearping this. i have never seen him wear a kirpan . at this point i was really mad Me: take your gatra off him: yes i will soon me: NOW!! you are running our image . my dad started butting in dad: oi you go home Me:*stood there and asked him to take his kirpan off* couple of times. after that the drunkard went . i asked him again to take it off , he said he will even if right now , it seems matter is solved but due to my dad's butting in . i was not able to see him take it off !! All of the times i try best but i feel like i am putting our pita sahib e kamaal Sri Guru Gobind Singh ji down and feel sad due to things happening around me . and lot of times even though matter seems resolved i end up with guilt inside me . that there might be something i didnt do right . How to solve matters like this? i wanted to slap that <banned word filter activated> but i held back due to my dad being there . most of the times matter is solved but situations like these make me feel ful of guilt anger and uneasy for long time and ending up asking for forgivness to shah e shehanshaah . i did not start topic to boost anything just to tell how i've been feeling and feel bhul chuk maff ji WaheguruJiKaKhalsa!!WaheguruJiKiFateh!!