Hi. I've been meditating steadily for a year and a half. The past few months Ive made sure to recite naam out loud. That's had an effect. I feel some sensations, more than I did when I prayed in silence.
I'm praying so I can have a free mind and spirit. How long does that take? Is it possible that destiny will take charge and bring people and opportunities to me? I have a feeling I won't be free unless I have a kundalini awakening. That may take forever, so I'm stuck until then.
PS - Does going to concerts help the wave inside going? I'm thinking about going if it can move me forward.
Thanks