I am a 38 year old amritdhari male.
My life was going fine but few years back I suffered from psychotic depression and started taking anti psychotic medicine daily which made me lazy and started sleeping 9 hours a day and couldn't get up at amritvela.
Than I got married and didn't tell my wife about my illness and medicine.
Finally she got to know about my mental illness and told me that I cheated her. Some time back, we got divorced.
At present I feel sad and guilty that I shud hv told her about my illness.
I feel like I will be punished by God and hv to come again in reincarnation.