What does maharaj say about suicide? Taking ones own life?
I feel like I have nothing left to live for. No will left. I just keep thinking about the future. I really don't want to do this. I don't want to be alive. Everything about my life. I've failed so bad. I don't want to continue. I know the afterlife is going to be hell but I guess because I've not experienced it, I don't really care much about it. Deal with that when I get there I guess. I don't know. I don't like feeling like this. I don't know what to do.