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okay so heres the thing, i can get really paraniod... in a sense that i get paraniod with my concious and with waheguru. the thing is i always think that if i do somehting wrong or think somehting wrong then somehting will go wrong in my life. and the thing is im in college and i already dont like being there becuase i feel that when i do somehting outside of college that is wrong somehting bad willhappen to me when im inside college. for example: lets say i need elp from mahraj i will listen to alot of bani, bt if i dont somehtims i will listen to english music and then i feel guilty concious and paranid that waheguru will make me pay... i am goin to college tomorrow and i am really overwhelmed and apprehensive about it becuase i feel like something will go wrong or i am going to be in an awkward situation... i know that sometimes i do things but its like i have such a big concious and i feel like eveything i do is wrong and that i will get in trouble for it with waheguru... i feel really anxious all the time and then i get awkward around people becuase of it, especially when im in college... can someone help me i feel alone (
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