Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh.
Sath Sangat jiyo I feel so bad about what ive just done that I feel like crying about it and I don't feel worthy to wear my kada.I feel so bad that I feel like waheguru ji will punish me in the worst way. I promised waheguru ji that I would stop my kaam. Lust to be exact. I've given in twice now. I promised Waheguru ji that I woukd stop..I broke my promise the first time and I broke again. I don't want to take a punishment from waheguru Sath Sangat but I know I will have to. I even do paath everyday sath sangat jiyo I was hoping that would hooefully decrease the severity of my punishment. Should I do paath today too since I broke my promise and got engaged in kaam? Please sath sangat ji calm me down I'm so scared of what Waheguru ji will do. Hopefully there is something I can do to make my punishment go away or maybe decrease the severity of it. I am nkt amrit chak by the way.
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh.