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Fateh sangat ji, im an old poster and for some reason i cannot log on anymore but the my question to the sangat is that i have the desire to do whageuru with every breathe, i have been amritdhari for a while and do my nitnem etc but i now want that i do saas saas simran so i can be free from moh, maya etc... I have begun to try and train myself to breathe in saying wahe and out saying guru... and am trying to get mool mantar done alongside this ... i am eager to know how long it will take me to get into the routine and when will my moh from the world break off and go into parmeshwar ji.. i sometimes get a random thought thinking whats the point being loved by a human must feel better than god, what will i really get from god.. i dont know how to answer this kalyugi thought when it comes in my mind so i just try to ignore it. I am scared incase i give up one day and think i cant be bothered anymore .... Sangat ji i am here for your help but also your blessings i remember when i first took amrit i recieved lots of blessings from all the sanget here and now this is another step i am taking towrads mahraj ji and again i need your blessings because i am here where i am because of you all ... Thank you