Since I’ve practised being a Sikh, my mum has always suppressed me: stopped me from doing kirtan, stopped from reading bani, stopped me from wearing a gol dastar. For example, she would come screaming at me at amritvela and force me out of the shower and threaten to tell people I’m a fanatic. She stops me from waking up at amritvela. She stops me from practising rehat and physically forces me to eat before I do my nitnem. She will purposely take my gutka sahib away from me. I don’t even know what to do. It’s seems as if god is letting this happen. What do I do??? Why’s this happening to me??????
please forgive me for my mistakes.