I need help bcus i keep getting too attched to people, like ill want the person to be all mine, im not talking about lover, i mean as family... i.e. my close cousins ... like ill try really hard and always look forward to get togethers so when i see them kinda mingling with other far relatives who dont really try too hard. . I get really upset from the inside.. its kind of eating me away bcus i get do entangled into the love they give me and get protective and jealous ...
i just cant seem to accept that everyone is going to talk to everyone, just as i do, if i can do it then why do i get jealous when others are... i think its an insecurity in myself bcus i feel that they wont think im the really nice person they all say i am...n will like others better.
thank vaheguru i have never done anything to provoke hatred for others in their minds but this whole feeling is killing me alive...