hi wjkk wjkf
im new to the new site so hi evry1
in need of some peace i guess..within myself i found this site an now i turn 2 you for help
just recently i accidentally stumbled across a few websites that brought some personal experiences home, in a sense
it is a controversial issue i know, one with no significance, but still one that exists - cast
from my own personal experience, i have been abused by another so called 'higher caste'. the abuse in the form of taunts and jokes...can affect ones self esteem
im a sikh girl, but for clarification ill add im tharkhan
never at skool did i go through wot ive been thru at university
ive been made 2 feel low, non existent an not worthy
i have no idea y and i kno it doesnt matter wot i belong to as ultimately i belong to my faith - sikhi
but its not jus me...an from other sites the abuse i hear is just awfull...i cant sleep at nite...i just keep thinking y o y does this happen
are we all not GODS children
i know we r all one an specifically told not 2 follow castism...but the abuse by fellow sikhs is still there
i have been very pareshaan over the last week...and am becoming restless with these thoughts occupying my mind
can any1 pleez help me...i need 2 regain some shaanti...some order
even if i overcome the abuse thrown at me,...i cant help but think of all the others who are abused
i take things to heart so seriously i know...but my heart is getting heavy
i dont want 2 post details of abuse as i fear they may create controversy
but has ne1 been in my situation? if so wot 2 do? bearing in mind im an overly emotional sensitive creature
thankyou in advance
:wub: