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waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji kee fata, Thank you for your replies. It hard to explain how disgusting these thoughts were, and as I said before I didnt want to repeat these outside of my mind - as any sikh (including myself) would find it extremly offensive. For that reason, God will know in my heart, these were mearly thoughts, and that I wish that I could go back 1 weeks and never remember them. I am a proud Sikh, proud of our religion, our beliefes and in God himself. May I also say, everyone here has been very kind. I was fearing that some may find what I said abusive, but instead (like true Sikhs), you have helped me. Thank you again.

Does anyone else have any more advice? I have disrespected our Gurus, with no intention or meaning. From thinking these thoughts (which again directly involve our gurus being disrespected) I feel PURE guilt. Please advice me. Thank you for your understanding.

Thank you for your reply. Its nice to know that our Guru's can always help us. I will still pray until these evil thoughts are removed.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh. Firstly I would like to say that what I am about to say is in no way the way I feel in real life or towards Baba Guru. Earlier this week, thoughts of my religion and the gurus mixed with thoughts that should never be repeated in real life - for that reason I will not say them or write them down as I feel so disgusted that I have even thought of them. I feel so bad, I have even cried to God to forgive me, however when ever seeing an image of our beloved Guru's, the memory of this thought comes back. I pray to God that I do not mean any of them, and that he will understand that I do not mean any of them. But I also ask, Will he? These thoughts are not going away, and are upsetting me more since I think about them much more. I come to ask you, my fellow Sikh Brothers/Sisters, how I can go about praying for God forgiveness. I will be honest, I am not the most religious Sikh, however I believe in my religion and God - and always go to him for help. Please help me as I feel very upset - And I honestly do not mean any of these thoughts. Thank you for reading.