Waheguru ji ka khalsa
Waheguru ji ke fateh
I always get up amritvela and do my nitnem. But latley i havent. i have been sick. I got the flu. My throat hurts. I usually like reciting nitnem out loud, so i can hear myself.
Waking up amritvela is great. I love it. But.......
Due to the medications i am unable to get up early .... and i sleep in. Instead of sitting, reciting and focusing on my nitnem, i am now listening to nitnem.
I can't focus when im listening to nitnem on way to work. I feel like im missing out.
I prefer sitting in my room and reciting it.
I feel down all day because i didnt wake up for amritvela.
Will this hurt my rehat?
I will do ardaas and ask for forgiveness, i will do ardaas and ask guru ji to make me stronger at times like this.
I feel like there is no excuse. I shouldve got up.
I hope guru ji forgives me
Waheguru ji ka khalsa
Waheguru ji ke fateh