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Good afternoon. I had a previous boyfriend who I treasure so much. He made a mother promised to me before. This August he left me for another woman. During that time I need his strenght the most it is during my cousin funeral and her baby, then my auntie is in the hospital. I took advantage of the mother promise I ask him to leave her girlfriend because he had a mother promise to take care of me...He say he wont. I said they wont be happy because they hurt someone. And now I am very sorry to take advantage of the mother promise. I really am... I am saying sorry everyday to his mother in heaven. I tell my mother what I have done so she can be ashame of me doing the wrong thing. I say sorry to my ex boyfriend too... But he is deeply hurt. How to say sorry please that he will feel my sincerity. I dont wish that we get back together but he deserve to know that he did not do anything wrong in the mother promise. I am the one who is wrong. I can accept harsh comments because I know in my heart I did something wrong.

has anyone entered a phase in their life when they want to quit everything...i am in such a position...everything materialistic is going o well but spiritually i am getting exhausted...i keep doing ardaas to waheguru but i keep getting more ashant everyday...i don' know what this is...its suffocating and i want to quit thinking about waheguru but at the same time i think its maya at its best trying to keep me away from Him...today i woke up at 3 am but went back to sleep again, have been missing my amritvela everyday...i did simran but didn't give me the peace it often gives....i can't sleep till 12 even when i go to bed at 10...i want it all to go away but i don't want to be the same person i was before....my mind tells me to dive into maya because waheguru doesn't care...i talk to friends and family but on the inside i am broken and sad...