Jedi_Singh

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! um we keep our hair because it's apart of our religion?! :wub: and because our guruji's said to keep it!?

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! :TH: I want to say thank you for making me in chardee kalaa:) Um im not from the uk Sinhsahib, from surrey and have been going a sikh camp it's inspiring and good sangat. :wub: I like sikhi, I like the sadhsangat actually love it, keertan, seva, simran, meditation, etc the major problem for me is keeping the kes, the appearance of a sikh...I've met many gursikhs who love there kes and the appearance of a sikh...but i'm not so in love with my kes since i was forced into keeping it i grew up hating it and nothing really inspires me to keep it :wub: i think that taking amrit well it won't make miracles for me but I think taking amrit will help me love my kes...and the reason why I sumtimes i want to cut my hair is because this may sound really dumb and absurd...is because maybe i'll get inspired I mean like I've met so many gursikhs who once had haircuts now are amritdari sikhs! they grew there hair and now are amritdari! I just want to start from scrat ch thats why I want to cut it to...sounds dumb But hanji right now i'm keeping my kes and doing things out of fear:Fear that Guruji will leave me and be disapointed in me and guilty for letting all the gurus, shadee, sahibzade down...how can I start from Love how can I love myself and do things out of love :T:

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! Makes a lot sense what you said veerji, You SAID: thing is - you will betray all the shaheeds who gave shaheedee for us to be able to practise SIKHI and it is quite letting them down if you would do it yeah - but u said it urself, evne though uwere FORCED into it by parents u DON'T want to leave it - may'be it was a blessing from GUru Sahib. I agree but like shouldn't you practice your sikhi by having LOVE for your guru, I mean shouldn't we take amrit out of love cause we want to take it, not because oh i feel guilty so let me take amrit because i feel guilty....this sounds real confusing...sigh...sorry..if i make no sense ji...I'm just trying to say well I think it's bad that I'm dong my nitnem and ardas and seva out of guilt i'm not doing it out of love...all the guru's and shadee's practiced there sikhi with love...rite? sorry If i sound confusing

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! Singhsahib, I've done a bit of reserach on sikhi, I know bits and pieces of Sikhism. I go to tons of keertan programs, and listen to tons of keertan. Do my nitnem sometimes though. I just lack disicipline and I think your right Rsingh Veerji, That i don't know who I am...I'm just doing it out of guilt i guess I don't know what to do, sometimes I don't get inspired by gurbani or by guruji. I think I'm a fraud or a fake because I don't live a true Gursikh life...what is that I should do though? I keep my kesh because our guru's sacrificed a lot to keep it does this mean I'm keeping it because I'm guilty? Is there more to it than our guru's sacrificed there life for keeping hair? Another question is would guruji be more upset with me if I took amrit and not knowing the importance of it? Or If i cut my hair?

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! I don't mean to leave Guruji's path, I mean I don't want to. I just don't see myself as a real sikh. I never really wanted to be a sikh, I never wanted to keep my hair. Iwas forced into it, I was forced into keeping my hair and I hated it. Now I'm just confused...I don't know what to do, all i know is I'm afraid that if i cut my hair guruji will hate me and abandon me...I don't want to betray guruji and leave this path but I feel as if i was forced into this path ahhh it's confusing....but that's the reason and I think taking amrit everything will be fine and I'll have disicpline

vaaaheguroojeekaakhaalsaa vaaheguroojeekeefathehhhh~ :wub: I'm fairly new to this phroum I'm feeling reeally guilty and sad that I might leave my guruji and betray guruji. I've been thinking of cutting my hair, but am afriad to leave my guruji. So I've decided to take amrit, maybe. so I can i have the discipline and not ever think of leaving guruji. now what would I do in order to set an appointment with the panj pyra? What do i have to do in order to take amrit?!

Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa! Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!! Sadhsangat ji i was wondering if the keertan was recorded from the abyhas Smagam that was held at Khalsa school. It was beautiful. At The Raensabyee there were people recording it and I was wondering are they going to keep the recordings to themselves or are they going to be uploaded on any of the keertan sites?