NavdeepSingh74

Its normal as we get attached to bani and gets its meanings this happens ,its process of building avastha.Me too get this.

for learning a bani recite one pauri 5-10 times ,them move to next and for meanings u have this ÷http://www.gurbaniupdesh.org/multimedia/listing.php?q=f&f=%2F04-Katha%2F13-Giani+Thakur+Singh+Ji+%28Patiala+Wale%29%2FKatha+Sri+Guru+Granth+Sahib+Ji

Was reading ur post hope this helps u in ur journey÷http://www.gurbaniupdesh.org/multimedia/listing.php?q=f&f=%2F04-Katha%2F13-Giani+Thakur+Singh+Ji+(Patiala+Wale)%2FKatha+Sri+Guru+Granth+Sahib+Ji always listen to this 1-2 hours daily u will feel motivated and gain excellent knowledge.

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Controling sense's (5 indriyan ) has nothing to do with organ faliure if u do them according to gurmat. The one who do many paths controls his sense's.Sleep comes due to darkness in our mind the saints who do bhagti becomes aknowledged hence controls it and his 5 sense's,as also described by many kathavachaks in their katha. If my word seem nonsense to anyone why not try themselve (recite 50 japji sahib per day for 3-4 months with meaning learned of japji sahib ,u will see).

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Let me tell u my story , I was made cut my hair 2 times in my life and still decide to keep them now .First was due to injury in my head,second i had some pimple problems in my head ,all this happened when i was a child nearly 10 years. I always loved my hair but my family is not a gursikh one.Always finding a way to control myself because i am not emotionally strong ,very moody and alof.I always wanted to satisfy my inner self but could not find satisfaction from my life. 2-3 years back i was facing many problems emotionally.I have met to a physiatrist but he also says its normal. The only solution i found in my life was reciting paths of Gurbani(first i found katha of Sukhmani sahib by Giani Thakur Singh ji).It helped me very much.Now i recite 7 banis path daily(sometime have a gap due to my carelessness) ,it helped me alot in every field of my life.I feel much in my control now.Planning to get baptised by 2-3 months. The only solution to ur problem is Gurbani.The things u need is FAITH and HARD work (u can do as many paths as possible for ur family and ur son specially if u feel the need,but do them with their meaning learned ,here the audio katha of full GURU GRANTH SAHIB JI for you if you know Punjabi or u can get translated notes and guru sakhis will also help a lot ÷ http://www.gurbaniupdesh.org/multimedia/listing.php?q=f&f=%2F04-Katha%2F13-Giani+Thakur+Singh+Ji+%28Patiala+Wale%29%2FKatha+Sri+Guru+Granth+Sahib+Ji do as many paths as possible for u to get fast results) And for ur question "What can Waheguru do to protect and bless him?" u can do 'Benti Chaupai' paths for him,and make him listen audio of this path all the time,no worries if he does not listens or understand its meanings (it works subconciously). here's a link to it ÷ http://sikhlive.com/Paath%20Sahib/Path%20sahib/G/Giani%20Ram%20Singh%20Ji/Chaupai%20Sahib/Chaupai%20Sahib.htm HOPE I HELPED YOU !!

By astrology i did not mean 'searching for a pandits ' or 'believing that this will happen for surely and not do anything related to the issue' It simply means we study the planets as a part of science (as in hindu matt planets and devtas related to them hold some power on all of us ,but for gursikh the road is entirely different ). I belive in astrology because i helped someone to overcome her fears by telling her what was going in her life and also gave her remidies i.e 'naam simran".

I too belive in astrology ,but to know things going around me as it is part of science . But questioning your sikhi is not good ,if u have a very strong feeling about ur future husband u should consider it as 'bhana'. The thing u can do here is ardaas that if i got married to a man without Sikhi ,u can make him understand sikhi and both can live happily then.