I think this is one of the most honest, and heartfelt things I have heard in a long time. I think its important that you do share such an amazing story of triumph in face of such problems. Many people in this day and age, have come to question the Sikhi Saroop, question its relevance to 'modern society'- I think your story, and others like it provides an answer to such weak questions. From what I can see from what you have written, it is clear that there is some level of fulfilment you could previously not obtain in spite of all of your religious inclinations. The keeping of Kesh helped shatter a barrier in your head, which appears to have released your surpressed spirituality. In these forums we often read many things, a lot of them we do not agree with, and some we find absolutely daft according to our beliefs. This is why I have long refrained from writing in such forums. However, rarely we do get a gem of a post like yours, the message behind which only a true fool could argue against.
Thank you very much for sharing your story, and please if you do have others post them too, I know I have personally benefitted from hearing them, and I acnnot imagine there is anyone here that the message within it does not reach out to, whatever their level of spirituality etc.
Thanks again :TH:
