I'd like guidance and advice on how to improve my faith. I wasn't too sure if I should post this but I just feel I've failed at everything. I'm a beginner and learning the 5 banniya every time I attend kirtan programs I feel this close ness with sangat and with guruji thats why I've started to grow my hair and read more into sikhi and learn. I was doing so well until stress started building my studies, exams, assignments, family and weekend job. I've lost all time to do my path my family say guruji is the one that will gives you everything I dont even do my path so how is that possible.! But it gets difficult I have no energy I sleep at 2am after reading and doing my work And wake up around 7 n get ready for my day n have a hour to leave the house n get to my working day. I feel in my head guilt and my mind tells me I should do it but how! The only thing I do is listen to kirtan while doing my coursework and before sleeping I do kirtan sholiha. I have all 5 baniya on my phone I listen to them but it won't be very effective if I don't cover my head for example on the underground I'm coming from uni Im sitting listening to path but my head isn't covered so this how I feel Its very effective isit?
Forgive me if I've misspelt things.