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waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh this is my first post here first time here on this site looking for help im going throgh depression i cant sleep im full of angar i think im goign through major depression the reason cuz i lost my love my long relationship ended because of education diffrence her pqarents didnt accept me because i dont have any degree its been almost year i didnt even get any sleep for the last one year maybe more all i do is think think my thinking is geting negative day by day i dont like anything i dont enjoy my self i dont even feel like eating i feel like suiceide my self should kill my life i hate to think back on it i got violent i start throwing stuff i broke my new iphone i just had a accident last week i went through red light i dont know whats happeing i feel like killing somebody my mind just cant stop thinking the things i did in the past i use to be a bad kid i grew up in bay area start dating in my high school year and slept with random girls in my early age from my point of view im karma is geting back to me cuz i done so many bad thing in past When the nights are long and i can't sleep for all the sadness of a past left unresolved; i cannot p the future squarely and move on it's likely that i am in the grip of anxiety and inertia i lost all my friend circle i have no body to share my feeling should i do paath i use to do before i quit long time ago dont feel liek doing even though i came from sikh family i dont even like going to gurdwara when i go i dont feel relax before i use to go i se to listen to kirtan katha and i alwaya do sewa not anymore its like guru nanak dev ji dont want me to come to his house cuz my diary is full of sin and takign advanatge of other how can i confess my sins to guru ji i feel like going somewherei walk outside at 1 clock at night somebody say read chaupayi sahib need help

RSS AT PATNA SAHIB Anyone aware what happend in Patna sahib? Hindu preacher saying dasam Granth ram and dhan Guru Granth Sahib ji ram is used for ram Chandra and our sikh kathavachak was just siting there listening to his crap