Bhenji you are not alone with this issue, many women suffer with the same problem though invariably at different levels, everyone has there own level of comfort. No other human being should judge you, nor should you feel that you have to justify yourself to another person.
However, please don't let your medical issue discourage you from the beautiful path of sikhi, as you continue on this path and read bani and do simran you wont find the need to ask these questions from others. Mahraaj themself will give you all the answers you require. I do believe following rehit has to come through passion and love for sikhi itself not through someone like me telling you what to do or not to do. with any issues or problems we have in life that we are seeking answers for I would say do ardaas. There is a reason for everything I'm sure, we're just not always capable of understanding why.
I apologise if I've said anything wrong or hurt your feelings, I'm new to all this myself and learning.
Vaheguru ji ja Khalsa vaheguru ji ke fateh.