Nishaan

well i was there to , daaar ji's singhi did a chardikala kreetan .... just like thoose puratan time when she did and apardeep was right after her .... no words just wahegurooo waheguroo

wow wow wow :wub: :wub: :wub: well only ting keep us going is guru jis pyar. reading your post just hit me with this shabad: Teyri Bhgte N Chhodo Bhaveh Log Hseh | I shall not abandon devotional worship of You, O Waheguru Ji, even if the people laugh at me. Chrn Kml Meyrey Hiarey Bsehn |1| Rhao | waheguru Ji's Lotus Feet abide within my heart. ||1||Pause||

Dear panji, you look awesome with the dastaar, may guruji;s blessing always be with you . by the way i guess i also was in the similar situation ... my whole khandans are modern ...till i find wht sikhi is about and fall in love with it. this is how i look like 7 months back and now. My story goess like this , at my teens i was tought wht sikh was and wht is all about coz i used to stay with my grand parents but did not bother listening to them..my coursin sisters brothers non of them are with kesh .... so i also join them and going out clubbing , i use to be very heavy smoker ,drinker and did all kind of stuff in life , tried marijuana but did not really got hook to it . i was intoduce to this guy call " baba " who use to do some paath and mool mantr in days just like akand paath ...i felt nice mind blowing and enjoy doing it till i madly follow him ..still was did not knew wht guru grant sahib ji is about... till he went out of track .. i was abuse by my family members saying that wht you got from him.. nonsence ... thats it, i started my mooj masti again. Last year during guru JI GURPURAB i went to temple ...like family outing coz we use to say 3 time a year is enough to visit temple that is during new year , vasakhi and guru nanak birthday. when i walk in take my mattha and sit and ragis was doing kreetan ..thts when i felt something sharp poking in my head coz the kreetan the ragis was doing was ...: tu visarey ta saab ko lagu " and tum kero daya mere sahi i just fall in love with the kreetan automaticly my tears was just flowing till i have to walk out from the daarbar sahib. the very next day i went back to temple iand ask gurujis help, day by day i am falling for sikhi and guru ji. i was introduce to book like bhai sahib rama singh ji from this forum and sangat jio all of you played a great roll in bringing me back to sikhi. thanks to all of the sangat :wub: here i am still learning and will learn for ever ...with guru jis kirpa i started keeping my kesh and got all kind of names from my family friends and also some close ones who was dear to me started avoiding me ..hahahhahaa.day by day i use to do ardaas and whn ever i was down i will go and talk yto some gursikhs and they will always encourage me .. mat these great AKJ sikhs and till today learning alot from them...and with guru ji,s kirpa my family also accept me wht i am and my brother also started keeping his kesh after seeing the changes in me...i pray to waheguru ji that for ever keep me in his sharan.... "charan saran gur eek penda jayeh chal, satgur kot penda ageh hoyeh leth hai"...

i can read write and speak English, Malay. Punjabi ( slow in writting.) i can speak : Tamil and hindi .

just can,t imagine there are uncivilized sikhs, hmmm not fit to call them sikhs :wub: :wub:

WAHEGURUJI KA KHALSA , WAHEGURU JI KI FATEH. i am from malaysia KL , but currently in singapore .