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My god.. These essays are so amazing. They make my day.. reading these. waheguru.

Desperation- Heart Kaur I repeat your name with every morsel of food I have been given, Yet no knock at my door has come. I yell out your name every night before I close my soul, Hoping, Searching, Yearning that You will come. They have all left me, My family, friends, and lovers. I yet come to you with nothing to offer but my love. I am but a fool in your heart that has begged for your love. Come to me, My Dear Lord, For I have nobody else, nor anything to show for my life. My tears lay soft against my bare cheeks, Please come and catch them. My heart lay rough against the concrete, Please come and save it. I have but nobody to go to, but You. Dont leave me alone. Dont forget me. I need you now, more than ever. Waheguru

Waheguruuu =)

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Oye! Meri Pyareeee Bhainay =) Congrats. Much lovee and talk to you soooon cutie. Lovee Heart Kaur ~

Oh my Gosh, please please please stay to the topic! Dont ruin the flow veerai! =)

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WoW.. these are beyond amazing

WOW..

wow.. waheguruu

Love I don’t know if I can write a lot on love as I don’t think I have experienced it a lot. But from what I know, love is about having a connection with someone. Its also this amazing feeling that nobody can really describe. How do you describe the word Love? It is such a deep word that hardly anyone can really feel true love. We all know the feeling of hate and then love. You either love it or you hate it! I can try and say I have felt love before But I honestly don’t think I know what the word means. I have cared about one person in my life and through that person I was able to see god – where I learned the theory of love. This person and I, helped me through Sikhi mostly but through this relationship did I learn that through all your mistakes and through all the stupid stuff you can do in your life- God always forgives. And It is through his gursikhs he teaches and shows us love. No matter what I did this person never judged me and I realized this is how God must be. Although I have never seen him. Sit and close your eyes and imagine what life would be like without Guru Ji. Terrible! I started sweating when I thought about it. God is my friend.. the only one who is willing to sit there for hours and listen to me rant on about how pathetic I feel my life is. Not many people would do that.. but no way in a million years do I feel I love God as much as he does to me. He always listens when I have my problems but when he hopes I will wake up for Amritvela, I disappoint him. Its like no matter what you do, he always loves you.. What a friend. Like bhainjee said before, when you do something wrong.. you feel like something is tugging at your heart. Its so hard to explain but You know no matter what happens the only one who is going to be there to help you is Guru Ji. I have had my share of problems and no human being stayed there to catch my tears the only one who was there was Guru Ji and for me that is enough to realize that he is always going to be there. But how do we realize what love truly is? I am so sucked into this world of Maya that I feel like I cant love Maharaj the way he deserves to be love. How can two human beings really love each other? Everyone has their own stuff to deal with—Love is such a strong thing that it can never be broken. True love is pure and virtuous and wholesome! Like I said, how do you really feel love with another human soul? You cant because in the end God is the only one you can feel true love with because he does everything for you. He is the only pure being--. However, only Gurmukhs can feel that true love because they realize the presence of god. Then there are days when you feel so jeleous that you havnt recieved some things that other people have. You ask yourself the next day because of that gulity feeling how you can be so rude to guru ji after he has given you so many things. Hes so forgiving.. its beyond words. There are days when your sitting down and it hits you and you feel in love. You feel true love with Maharaj. We all feel it but recogniziting it is hard. God is love.. We are blinded human souls.. In the end, whenever your having a bad day you tend to sit in your room ‘alone’ and talk out loud. You do that because you know God is listening! That is such love.. Its so hard to explain in words what love is or how it feels. Its definitely something you have to experience for yourself. We can achieve so much with love! The limits of love our endless! If we all loved like Maharaj teaches us than we could become one strong gursikhi paanth, no separate jatha’s. If we all love everything will grow like a tree and hopefully become big with cherries on top =) God is love.. what else is there to say?

Maybe nobody knows?

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Bump. Common Bhainay and Veerai post! =)

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Waheguru =) That was so beautiful.

Alone-- Heart Kaur. Alone, I look. Alone, I feel. Alone, I wander. Alone, I ponder. Alone, I am. Oh Bountiful Lord, join me on this trecherous path of survival. I only yearn for someone to talk to, Someone to confide in. I wish to see your face, so I can study the beauty they all talk so much about. I wish to become part of your heart, so I can understand the love they all talk so much about. My face only shows sorrow and anguish, My lord, Make me your's; and this suffering shall end. My tears are hard and solid, make them soft. Catch my tears in your palm and make them stop. I do not want to feel without you any longer my lord! Please come and join me hand in hand, Where I will feel loved and accpeted no matter. Bull chaak muaaaf karnee. - Heart Kaur

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Waheguru =)) Bhainjee, your not alone! Whether your grieving about your daughter or about something that is going on in your life now-- we all go through times of 'depression' and 'sadness' due to the sorrows in our lives. I know you have maybe heard this about a bijillion times but Simran is the cure for everything =) Trust that God did whatever did for the reason he did. There is a reason for everything. Sit down and think about how blessed you are to have a beautiful healthy baby boy! =) I am sure he's a sweetie pie. Believe in god and Trust that whatever he does is only for your benefit. Simran Ardaas Hukhamanmaa Baani Nitnem Amritvela =) These will all help. But most of all do everything with love and have faith in God. He has not abbandonded you bhainjee. You might be going through anxiety but most poeple who are suffering from Depression (seriously) do not admit that they are, etc. Talk to you doctor as to why your having thoughts as such and why your feeling sad, etc. No harm in seeing the doctor! =) They are there to help. Hope my rambling helped you=)) My love Waheguru ji =)

Waheguru!!! =)) bumpp!

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Thank you all sewadaars for all you did. waheguru! =)) Bye everyone!!! Stay in chardi kalaaaa