Please do not disrespect Gurbani by using certain sloks as mantars trying to acheive something. We should do our Nitnem, Sadh Sangat, sewa, kirtan and Simran Gurmantar, which is Waheguru. Do ardas to Waheguru and stay in bhana. At the same time keep looking for another job and soon something suitable will come up. Bhul chuk maaf.