you do know what to do :lol: so stop worrying about the past, its gone, its out of your hands. start NOW, do simran, seva, read bani, do sangat of gursikhs, DO SOMETHING. use that fear of death in a positive way, dont just get stuck on it.
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kabeer eaek gharree aadhhee gharee aadhhee hoo thae aadhh ||
Kabeer, whether is is for an hour, half an hour, or half of that,
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bhagathan saethee gosattae jo keenae so laabh ||232||
whatever it is, it is worthwhile to speak with the Holy. ||232||