my faith in Waheguru

[rs1]

hello all, im finding this just so hard to deal with. Just got back from the doctors and it turns out my sister is suffering from a disease called Lupus. This is a rare disease but can affect almost all major organs within the body and can lead to death.

I guess I would be able to be strong if it was just that, but the fact that my sister already has completely lost her eye sight threw MS (Multiple Sclerosis) hurts me very much.

I'm trying to keep my faith in Waheguru but at the minute I cant do anything other than question as to if there really is a god and if so why he would allow someone to suffer as much as my sister has had too.

Honestly I am just completely and utterly broken at the minute. I really want to keep faith and be strong but I just stop asking myself questions.

[Akaal Purakh Di Fauj]

WAHEGURU JI KA KHALSA WAHEGURU JI KI FATEH

Regardless of the circumstance,

Regardless of the fear,

Regardless of the pain we bear,

Regardless of the tear.

Our God is ever in control,

Performing as He should,

And He has promised in His Word

To work things for our good.

But as a loving Father would,

He sometimes lets us cry

To cleanse the hurt out of our heart,

To wash it from our eye.

Yet gently gathers the tears

Within His hands to stay

Until He turns them into pearls,

and gives them back someday.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and ur sister. Guru Ji will look after her, shes his daughter

WAHEGURU JI KA KHALSA WAHEGURU JI KI FATEH

[Akali]

Hard times like these are a test of ones faith. If one's faith is strong in Waheguru (inspite of difficult times), Waheguru will aid you.

Severe illnesses like this can be 'Karma Da Lekha' where you are suffering due to your past deeds. Only meditation upon Naam will be of aid to you.

I always tell my mother this as she also suffers from MS and is basically in a wheel-chair.

'God is never wrong. People suffer for a reason and it is just that they suffer.'

Think about all the qurbani's that our Guru's did and the many great martyrs of Sikhi. They never lost faith in Waheguru regardless of what happened.

Rab Rakha!

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!